![]() is he alright? what happened? is he feeling this way because of me? what if he wants nothing to do with me? you immediately began overthinking about the worst nightmares and outcomes. instead, you heard him breathe a heavy sigh from the other side of the line. “h-hello… atsumu?” you softly spoke into the phone, hoping to hear him return the same tenderness in his voice. with your shaky finger, you pressed the answer button. you weren’t sure what you felt in the moment you saw what was displayed on the screen but you knew it had hints of sadness and regret of what happened in the past week. You heard the ringtone of your phone and wasted no time checking it. ![]() so why should you be the one to take the first step? ![]() you felt bad for ignoring him and not offering an apology to make amends but you realised that the road goes both ways and he’s doing the same thing to you. ![]() but he didn’t, he let you go this time.Īs the days progressed you went from absolutely despising atsumu to being worried if you took it too far and if he took it all too hard. as you walked away from him, a little part of you just hoped he would pull you back to him and start apologising like he always does when fights like this happened between you two. but you didn’t care, he broke your fragile little heart with his harsh words that felt like daggers in your heart. for a second you could’ve sworn you saw atsumu gaze softened into one filled with sorrow. get it through your fucking head!” you released all your pent up anger that you’ve been feeling ever since atsumu started acting this way. “why the fuck do you even care, it’s not like we’re even dating. he might be right but you weren’t going to let him walk all over you, not this time. you didn’t even realise the tears that were brimming at your eyes, threatening to fall out any moment. and i don’t want to be the person you run to crying when he leaves you after he’s had his fun with you,” he spat out like venom. “not an asshole? sorry to break it you but all he wants is to fuck you. he merely scoffed at your weak attempt of a rebuttal. you hated it when atsumu pointed fingers at you, he always did. jesus why do you have to be so protective!” you weren’t even sure if what you were saying was the truth, you didn’t care. “he’s not an asshole, he just wanted to get to know me is all. his gaze was intimidating and cold, it made a shiver run down your spine. “i leave you alone for what, a few minutes and the next thing i see is some asshole trying to talk you all up!” he shouted, eyes piercing right into yours. one moment you were enjoying yourself at the party, talking to a relatively attractive guy and the next moment you’re being dragged away by the wrist by atsumu. what the fuck is this about?!” you jerked your hand away from his bruising grip on your wrist. but it’s his fault, not yours.Īnd we don’t even know what we’re fighting for. but then again he was never one to sulk on things for too long, a week was unnecessarily long. he’s just being his usual sulky and whiny self. Maybe you should be the bigger person and break this silent game you two were playing? no. you breathed out a tired sigh as you set the phone down. zero notifications, your phone displayed as you checked it. ![]() you swore your ears were ringing from how deafening his silence was. a week of complete silence from atsumu, which was peculiar since he is the loudest person you knew. this was one of those times.īut i can’t stop thinking about that fight not that there was anything wrong with it, it does keeps things interesting now and then but there are times you are completely thrown off by it. you always thought you knew him like the back of your hand but he always managed to prove you wrong. despite your many years of friendship since you both were mere children, you still fall victim to how unpredictable his behaviour is. also bolded & italic words r the lyrics btw !!Ītsumu was… special to say the least. I highly recommend u to listen to deeply by matthew who as u read this as this entire drabble is inspired by lyrics from that song. ![]()
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